RAYA..

So, raya should be about family..getting together on this special day really what raya is all about.. doesn't matter what happened before that..it's all about forgiving and ask for forgiveness..and perhaps duit raya..haha..if you're lucky..this year raya, I'm having so much doing all the preparation, I mean the shopping, yup I'm not really a fan of shopping but this year, I'm kind of loving it.. went out with my mom and sisters, and watched their happy faces choosing the right table cloth, the perfect bouquet of fake flower to be put on the dining table..really makes me feel blessed.. Like, seriously..there are a lot of people who would love to trade places with me..Alhamdulillah, I'm blessed with their love..So, here I am..at three a.m having difficulties to sleep trying to slow down the time trying to slow down the time.. I'm sad because at this time next week I would be in a different place, without my mom around..It's like TIKL all over again..and it's kind of horrifying to get through those experience again..but then again, I had great circle of friends..it's just that I'm getting used with this kind of life, you know..being with my family..Mak especially..I love cooking with her, cooking for her, listening to her nagging about my life, having a quarrel then try to win her heart back by making her favourite Teh Tarik.. I love being with BulBul aka Chibuy aka Abe Bul..gosh, I missed him already.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm (a moment of silence because i was tearing.) Okay, raya stories..we went to our relatives house, it was so mush fun this year..i don't know why..Oh, Yeah..I have this story..we went to a a restaurant to have a family dinner, and there was a couple with a child dining next to our table..and I'm not trying to get into other people's business..I just love to observe..everything was fine, until the couple's son went playing with other children there, when suddenly the child was screaming on top of his lung..screaming and yelling for his parents..of course, they both heard him but...the FATHER of the child told the Mother TO GET THE CHILD.. we can heard him saying, that he's embarrased of the 2 year old child tantrum and just let his wife deal with the problem..all I can think of is, what kind of MAN is that??!! he's totally not a Husband Material..I don't think of marriage, but having someone who always be there for you, and protect you is every girl's dream...I'd rather spend my whole life alone than spending my life with the WRONG person...I'm sleepy, want to go to bed...;o

P/S: Right guy = I DON'T EVEN KNOW..